I am sorry I haven’t written in a while. I haven’t had the motivation to do much of anything lately. I got kicked out of my house, and although I’ve moved into my new apartment, there’s not any fight left in me. I dropped out of school too.
So anyway, I’m sitting here trying to make the decision of a lifetime. I’m in my car in a parking lot, and I’ve attached a helium tank to a snorkel with duct tape. I don’t know that I really want to die but I am done living like this.
Don’t bother to message me: I’m on my phone so I won’t get any messages. I just wanted to make this official somewhere.
Kirsten, since I know you’ll read this I just want to tell you that if there was one person I wish I could shield from this, it would be you. My only consolation is that you know what it is like to want to die and I am finally, finally finding that relief.
I have NEVER reblogged something like this before but PLEASE pray for this girl! She is about to commit suicide. pray PLEASE pray!